Alone with the night

Alone with the night your memory arrived,
Speaking to my heart and my tears vanished,
Today I felt the necessity to tell you how much I love you
Today I shouted to the wind that my heart needs you.
Memories.Just memories of a past life,
Darkness.Cruel darkness alive in the present,
Right here exists an omen, to which I cannot live absent,
Right here exists a pain that my soul tortures.
In front of your person,
Personified in my fantasies;
At the end I discover my stupit lies,
All of them by love on you thought,
All of them are sad, glad, hollow but not forgotten.
How much I have wanted to give life,
To which life does not have.
To play being God to transform you,
To make you good so you can love me,
To make you docile to keep you by my side.
The past will always be the past,
But not always to the past you can lived absent,
In you there were left scars,
And memories that hurt you deeply.