He is the One

There are times that i have been lost
feeling unwanted every moment
good enough to forget everything,
All the things that is going on in my life
nobody will ever understand...
I am drowning to survive,
I feel blind eventhough i know i am not
why can't i see what is behind the stories?
Am i trying to ignore not him but me
I am scared to lost the moment that is terrible
why can't i just forget and keep breathing for something else?
Is this just all the questions i need to pay attention with?
or should i just turn my back and say whatever...
I done something i can't say,
I know it's something unforgettable;
it is him or he pushed me to do it?
I am hiding behind my shadow,
I am tired and i start looking and i found myself
I was there!!! i never pay attention before,
A man standing infront of me a fully build with a very attractive eyes,
A perfect heart melting smile,
I am the one to blame, Yes!!! I blamed myself but would you think it is too late?
As we can see and we all know that the wave of the ocean... never ends.
He made me feel good in anyways he can eventhough he knows i can't...
It is almost unreal when he told me that he loves me and care about me.
Those words i never hear often but i sure did understood what he meant.
He is on time when i feel lonely,
He is on time to see me,
He is on time to show that he is there for me,
He is on time! The day i told him that he is the one for me.