cruel, lonely, lost of love

Ow! how he gets on my nerves when he do this things
His uncaring actions and his non-loving version of love,
How can he be so cold? like ice in winter,
how can he ignored me like a dead flower.
Everyday i am in this corner of my house thinking so deep of pain and
all this imotions battled inside of me,
Tears lingering into my face, wow! it feels so warm and hurt.
My heart is broken made by this non-sense actions of him,
He said that he loves me but how when i am alone,
He left me in the dark and feel rejected nor i am still here waiting,
I have love him dearly but in return he give me nothing but pain, how dare i am to put up with this blindness love,
he have no point to do such a thing,
He is the one to blame for everything,
to this cruel lonely, lost of love made by him.