My search for you

What has been happening between us
Has no reasonable why, has no cause,
I can not find a logical explanation,
For the end of that I put so much dedication.
Those nights dreaming about your lips
Were so full of a freezing loneliness,
you got more far with each move of your hips,
signing with your distance my sadness.
I know there is a God in the so called heaven,
Who efforts to hear and comply my prays,
He knows I have been asking for you 24/7,
So I can kiss you again one of this days.
I will always need your eyes,
To see through my heart, and understand it,
To melt for ever the cold ice
That keeps me awake moaning about this,
The hazardous feeling, the need to forget
What has happened since the day we met.
I will always need that soft smell,
That gave my breath a living truth,
Impossible to find it, I can tell,
Anywhere else than inside your youth.
In this painful search for you,
I will forget, that is for sure,
That you once said you love me,
the only thing I would not let go,
Is the kiss you gave me a little ago…
Before that happened, I can assure,
I have no memoirs…
Until you kissed me my life had a past.