Reality

I wish I didn’t feel anything
I wish I didn’t care
Sometimes I wish I can hide
When the neighbors start to stare.
I wish I never met you
And then I wouldn’t feel this way
It’s hard to separate reality from feelings
And live like you just don’t care.
Who am I fooling?
This is going no where
It’s best to move on
And teach this man about pain.
Pain? He doesn’t feel love
How will he feel pain?
He strolls the neighborhood
With different women
Holding his hand.
He smiles and caresses them
Like he’s the man
I’m tired and exhausted
Of being laughed at
In my face.
I need to face reality
And just be on my way.