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Going through stuff, as I said. It feels like the enemy is attacking me from whatever angle he can. But I need to keep reminding myself who I am in the Lord, not the lies the enemy tries to make me believe.
So Nancy and I are no longer friends. We had falling out in early December. Long story short: she accused me of being arrogant (I think this stems from my talking about Jesus...too much in her estimation it would seem). She said I was disloyal to her when Esther was here. I still don't understand any of that. And all that tk the point she no longer wanted me to come to her house! Anyway, I was instantly hurt and that spurred me to anger. I told her that she ejects people from her life when no longer has a need for them in her life. In fact, I said, that she seeks out flaws SHE seems to think others have in order to use them to tear apart relationships and that although I have stood by and what this happen with multiple to relationships I. Her life, I remained. That I have had friendships that have lasted decades (she has no such lengthy relationships, save her marriage and I was there for her when that was on the rocks). She has essentially disowned all her family and drove a wedge between her husband and his family to the point that his mother died in a nursing home and he refused to go see her and they have forbidden to his father from any contact with them. Nancy and Jim have become increasingly more bizarre in their beliefs and isolating themselves from any other close relationships. Anyway, I abruptly got up from that conversation which was in the food court and said We're done here and left. Since then the way I handled I knew was wrong but was too proud to acknowledge and apologize for my choice of words, my tone and leaving like I did. The content however had merit and I stick by it because I had been witness to it all. She has some things that she believes she has ,"worked on" and hasn't. I know now she doesn't actually have a relationship with Jesus and without him it won't matter how much work she thinks she has done. She won't get healed from those deep-seated problems that stem from her childhood if she doesn't have Him to do it.
There's other things too. That's just one.