In a conversation

during my quiet time with the Lord this morning, I was reading a commentary in the Blue Letter Bible app on Acts 8 (Commmentaies -> David Gusik A,1,b,ii. Please go looking for it). Once again considering our situation, I said "God what do you want from me?" God: "You're doing it". Me: "But it hurts and I know he's hurting and I don't want to hurt him." God: "I know. I'm working it out." Then I asked if I should share this conversation with you and He said yes. So I am. I do love you. He knows it. Trust Him.
One thing I hadn't thought to mention was that that was not the first time I've asked Him that question with regard to this situation. I have asked it many, many times. This is, however, the first time I have heard an answer from Him. Or at least I was still and quiet enough to have heard Him answer. ❤️